It's a real feeling. The loneliness that sometimes comes when you choose to devote yourself completely to God. The moments when your heart longs to laugh over silly things with friends, to share little moments and feel understood, but you look around and the room feels empty. Sometimes taking a stance for Christ comes with a season of separation. When the Holy One begins to prune you, He gently removes what no longer aligns with His purpose for you. Your desires begin to shift. The things that once consumed you lose their appeal, and your hunger for Him grows stronger. And in that transition, you may feel misunderstood or even out of place in a world whose language you no longer fully speak. But beloved, you are not alone. There are countless others walking this narrow path, learning to exchange the approval of men for the presence of God. Exodus 40:13 (KJV) "And thou shalt put upon Aaron the holy garments, and anoint him, and sanctify him; that he may minister unto me in the...
“Thank you so much! I really appreciate it,” Zuri beamed. Her excitement was contagious. Her dad had finally agreed to get her the human hair wig she’d been dreaming about—and sis was glowing. Now, let’s be honest: Zuri wasn’t exactly known for being the best-behaved student in school. But her dad had made her a promise: “If I hear you’ve been a good girl at school, you’ll get whatever you want.” And that’s where I came in. The Ask That Made Me Pause Zuri knew her dad respected me—he always referred to me as a “decent girl.” She figured my words would hold weight. So, she asked me to speak well of her. Just a few kind words. Just a little boost to her image. At first, I didn’t see the harm. She was my friend. She was sweet, fun, and genuinely kindhearted. So, I said, “Sure.” I gave her the glowing recommendation she wanted. The Smile That Didn't Reach My Heart I replied to her cheerfully, “Anytime,” wearing a smile on my face. But deep down? I was not okay. There ...